The Happier Moments of May

Thursday, May 23, 2013
MayaXo shorts Zen Garage Beanie Stussy jacket
MayaXo shorts Zen Garage Beanie Stussy jacket
MayaXo shorts Zen Garage Beanie Stussy jacket
MayaXo shorts Zen Garage Beanie Stussy jacket
MayaXo shorts Zen Garage Beanie Stussy jacket

Wearing: MayaXO elastic waist shorts thanks to MayaXO; Stussy Varsity Jacket; Zen Garage beanie; Sportsgirl boots; Agent Ninety-nine long sleeve top; Ray-ban aviators thanks to OPSM

This morning, I woke up with a jolt at 12PM.  I realised that all three of my alarms just refused to stir me awake at 10.30AM like it was suppose to (I often sleep at 3am-4am so I'm not one of those indulgent over-sleepers). But I'm glad I didn't wake up so early to cut off my dream. It was a wonderful one - he smiled at me, held me, brushed my hair behind my ear and whispered sweet nothings. When I woke up, He haunted my mind.
This month of May I predicted was supposed to be a sad one. And it was, in some ways - disputes with close friends, abit of disappointment from my friends as they let me down, no money, no motivation to clean my room. But I wasn't locking myself up in a room or work bathroom to cry about Him. I don't know how but I seem to have discovered some inner strength I must've reserved just for this month.
I continue my day as normal - work, blog, read emails, exercise, photoshoots, spend my nights with close friends etc and I rarely think about Him. I just think : Ignorance is Bliss. Yet no matter bloody what, you cannot escape your dreams. It must've been my subconscious letting out all the feelings I bottled up during the day. So I battle my mind when I wake up reminded of Him. I then spend the next couple of hours trying to forget it all again - read and watch bad TV.
Another way to forget (during the day) is to go to far away places with one of your best friends. Here I am at Mona Vale and my friend Betty instructs me to mount a fence that wasn't as stable as I thought. I rolled around on that log as it tipped me forwards and backwards. The result: some fun laughs and giggles and a reminder that I was indeed happy during the Month of May.


9 comments :

Gita said...

Stunning, as always :). Great captures!

xx
http://gita-oddsandends.blogspot.com/

Borjana said...

Soooo cute,love!
xx
B.
http://www.beeswonderland.com

Anna Moore said...

great post!let’s follow each other on gfc&bloglovin?
flw me and tell where u’ve followed me!

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Paola Lauretano said...

Amazing look and cool pics!!!!
Would you like to follow each other?

Dionne Knooren said...

Lovely!

Xenia Metelski said...

thank you for the nice comment. Great pics! I like black&white photos :)

Xenia
http://lifeandfashionexplorer.blogspot.de/

Shopaholic said...

wow great phots and style <3 LOVELY!

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Sofia Silva said...

Amazing outfit! Your blog is really interesting!
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With love, Sofia Silva ♥

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